Sunday, July 29, 2012

The places where lovers meet...

Nice to know my heart can still go from 0 - 60 in NO TIME FLAT.  What are these weird messages my brain doesn't even have time to process...but my heart can pick up on so clearly:  heart pounding, breath stopping, smiles that start before I even know why...anticipation like an elephant in the room...

From somewhere I have never travelled, by ee cummiings
your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;

and so once again I find myself lingering in the places where lovers  meet...

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Existing in Potental


"spooky action at a distance" Living life, and then, something happens and nothing is ever the same. Tiny particles, streaming through the universe, sudden recognition, and the joy of creation born anew. 

Life repeats itself, water is always water.

Some may say "its just fate"; some will say "its the will of God".

I am falling, falling...waiting for the distance to close and for my new dream... 

Friday, July 20, 2012

Making amends to the people we have wronged...



How do I say I'm sorry? I deeply apologize for all of my short comings. I realized that things stopped being great, stopped being the "toppermostofthepoppermost" and turned into not much of much.
 
Part of it was austerity, part was my own failing. And in the end, it doesn't matter who's to blame...the failure is mine.  It was me.
 
Perhaps, that's just the way it is.  I am coming to accept that.  You get what you get...and that's what you get.
 
Anyway, please believe me when I say that I am sorry.